Dear Miss Woman,

How was your day, hope you didn’t run over anyone while you were practicing your driving skills

I know it’s been a while since we last talked mostly because of my frequent disappearances and trust issues.
But I didn’t come here to spin a tale of what could have been or rather what I thought would have been, anywho here I go. So yes you must have caught on to the feelings I began to develop for you and this isn’t the first time. It isn’t at all, I’m constantly going back and forth between being present and being a ghost. I’m sure you shouldn’t be surprised when I ghost from the world, so the question on your mind is why do I ghost from you?, ‘We should be over this by now’. I understand and I’m sorry but that’s the way I am, I get too close to someone and begin to fall fast and hard, once I’m aware, I lead you on into a maze of emotions and walls, leaving you constantly lost in the maze and frustrated that you have no idea if you are making any progress at all. I have to create space or distance to go back into the void and what better way than to disappear completely.

You know the saying, Out of sight, out of mind. I guess that’s true for normal people. It’s been ages since I last saw you…….

I still can’t get you off my mind

Yours confusingly

Meister E